Current mood:	indescribable
Current music:	John Lennon - Starting Over

I went on to the roof of the office building to get some fresh air away from all the smokers when I suddenly get a feeling of déjà vu… It took me a while to figure it out… It was the same feeling I had when my dad was in hospital in London. My older brother and I would go onto the roof of the hospital to give my mum and dad some time alone. I could fit my hand through a fence to open the door to the roof access. There was this place which was hard to get to but it was secluded and once there we wouldn’t have to worry about anyone finding us. We were caught once by the hospital janitor but we ran pretty fast and got away with it… When I look back now I wonder why we were so scared when he found us. We ran like hell and were worried all the time whether he would notice us around the hospital. I guess we didn’t want to cause any trouble because our mum and dad had enough to worry about… also the doctors and nurses were always complaining about us being around after visiting hours… I guess that’s why we would ditch school during the day to get as much time with my dad. It’s hard to remember… But when I got home tonight I realized it was almost exactly 10 years ago to the day.
That was strange…

It’s the 25th anniversary of John Lennon’s death today… I was just watching a documentary about his murder… it focused mostly on Mark Chapman's mental state and the steps leading up to it. It must be hard for his John’s family, all these constant reminders…


I like pictures of people at pianos :)